Day 1, 11 January 2024
I started to write again on this blog just because i dont know.
one thing i wanna share is, being adult is very hard. Lots of responsibility on your family, work and cats. Being adult is not fun, your life is like roller coaster. One day you feel okay, another day you feel miserable.
I like being boring in life, having boring habit, like i always eat sandwich every morning that my mom made, having one or more cups of coffee in a day, working (not the best) from 8-17 every day, and resting. Well i do want to have morning or after office excercise but my body is like sticking on the bed everytime i lay in my bed after working.
pressure is too much, feels like you are running towards something that i dont know what im chasing. I will be 30years this year, i always feel grateful for small things that matter, and doesnt like to try harder as i am too tired to even start.
But life is always surprise me, i moved to new job last year. And i have to adjust everything, and of course i dont feel comfortable in adjusting, no one feel comofortable in new environment.
I appriciate my boring life, i kinda want it back rather than adjusting to new people and environment, it wasnt easy to be honest. I am practicing to have a habit this year, good habit (exclude smoking) .
still adjusting as its just beginning of this year, i tried to have cold shower in the morning, and read one chapter a book before my bed.
i also try to start yoga again by the end of this month, so i am focusing on me, me only. if something disturbing my peace i simply leave it. (just like my job)
im saving more, i hope stock will be good this year.
i feel ok and tired today, but i like this kind of day not too hectic and still can have for myself.
Tomorrow will be a good day indeed (Friday)
With Love,
Rosie
