Vegetarian Progress (WEEK 3)

Helloooowwww....

its been 3rd weeks of my vegetarian lifestyle, i must admit that this is not easy as i think but on the other side its easy lol its confusing...

TBH im still craving for fried chicken stuff and meatball, my weaknesses. But when i think about how they have killed i think twice. Actually its hard to find vegan or vegetarian ingredient in my local store. It must be contained with animals like oyster, chicken broth and anykind like that.

Thats my problem, i dont know if my spices contains animal or not. Blah

But on the other hand i found it easy for example, its easy to find vegan or vegetarian food in Indonesia, it has pecel, gado-gado, ketoprak my love and everything which are animal free!!!!!

But sometimes i got bored with them, so i just cooked sometimes. 

Its hard being vegetarian in dorm when you have no blender to make smoothies or acai bowl and stuff!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its hard to say goodbye with chicken and meat because of i still have them as a food on my mindset and thats wrong, they are not for food, they are our friends. And its just wrong if i eat them. I can control with eggs because of they are bad for my face but not for the chicken. Because every food that im craving for is "chicken flavored" dang!

And then, i still eat chocolate jam, and any kind with milk contained. Tapi kadang-kadang gue makan sesuatu yang mengandung telur kayak kue kue atau mie yang pake telur tapi bukan telur utuh ya cuma jadiin campuran jadi bentuknyaa gak kayak telur ya gitu lah pokoknya hahaha..

Well i feel some benefit of being vegetarian :

1. No acne seriusan muka gue mulus lus lus hahaha

2. Gak gampang capek 

3. Leaner, ehehehe idaman semua wanita yah...

4. Pencernaan lancar car car

Cons of being vegetarian :

1. im having bad craving for ayam goreng, like deadly serious problem. 

2. Cepet laper, dont know why.... jadinya pelariannya nonton mukbang gitu sambil minum aer

Jujur berat banget jadi vegetarian, i dont really enjoy it not in bad way kayak for example i used to treat my self if ive done something big biasanya makan junk food gitulah pokoknya tapi gue gak bisa because ive been commit with this relationship. caelahhhhh

gue belum merubah mindset gue, gue masih pengen makan ayam serius deh. Kalo daging sih no but chicken..... its bad really bad i shouldnt do that.

If only im surrounded by vegan or vegetarian people then my life would be so much easier, thats my hope to find my vegan friends, because i really want to level up to be vegan. 

Thanks for reading

xx