The title is so cringe, I also hate that.
Bu hey i just get my first heart break after a year ago.
So, what do you guys thinking about after having bad break up? you break up not because you want to, but the relationship was feel too real to be true. Just imagine, having really cute boyfriend and he asked you to get married? such as fairy tale. But no, it was really dysfunctional. Everything is just so wrong, because of what he said you take it seriously, you even dream and talk with him as if its real.
I thought once you guys talked about marriage, you both will try to understand each others. But no, when someone deciding to walk away all you do is cry and hoping he will come back and begging for your attention and trying to fix whatever need to be fixed.
My world, my heart, my mind, everything is broken just because one word"marriage" i even dream about that. How dare he killed my dream like that?? If he really loves me he will never do that.
Love i know is understanding each others, and accepting others flaws. Not giving up when other parts is complaining. It is me or him who dont understand the concept of relationship.
I fed up crying, im tired, feeling not wanted by someone who i trust will love me back. He is not just breaking my heart, but he also breaking the concept of marriage. This guy deserve hell.
But thats totally fine, i will just keep moving on and healing my wound by myself. Because i only trust and love myself right now. Not letting anyone destroying me again near in the future.
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